post this...

Ok, well i haven't posted in a few days cause i have been working and refuse to talk about what is going on in my life. I have officially hidden myself from the world at my store. At the tone i will have worked almost 60 hours this week with 2 more days to go. TONE!! that's right i am crazy

I learned how to work on the hollywood side today, now not only will i be working almost 60 hours a week at my store i will aslo be working a couple days on the other side.

You are all thinking i am crazy, i get paid salary so none of this matters.

If you can give me one good reason why i should do anything but spend the entirity of my best years in this store, you win. I have been searching for a good reason for a few days, and all i get are thoughts i am choosing not to think of. To stop thinking about myself i have immersed myself in my job and the training of my people. my store will be a well oiled machine. Whats left of my life will soon be destroyed, and to be honest it is probably for the better. I can control what goes on at work, i can't control what goes on in my personal life. Ever, so i have decided to stop trying.

In closing if i don't talk to you for a while, or i dont' answer your calls. Assume I am dead. Or at least too busy to care about life. I will call you back, when i am done working. Which should be sometime around never.

Take care, I am going to go and be a social hermit crab.